you'll never see me again...

...cus i dont wanna wait for you
you'll never see me again...

there is no word to describe how much you have betrayed me. and the funny thing is, is that you dont even care! you never did care! you say this is just to help me but all you wanna do is hop on other chicks' pussies! you've become such an asshole that i don't even know you anymore. i hope yu choosing someone you bearly even know over me is worth it because if it's not you're gonna be such a sorry mother fucker! I dont need friends like you because ive delt with that for too long you son of a bitch!

i never want to have anything to do with you again! You wanna be out? great you're out! NOW STAY OUT!

1st post and its black nonetheless

1st post ever id tell you a lot about me but i feel thats soo cliche. But i'll do it anyway :)

My name is gabrielle but you can call me gabby (actually its preferred that you do)and sadly im too short to model. i dont look it at all but i am 18 soon to be 19 in January and trust me, i am NOT looking foward to that at all. I live in Queens, NY but i hang out in Manhattan and i attend school in Brooklyn. I really like the area that i go to school in, just not the students. I want to study to become a an elementary school teacher. I really love children and i feel like a Holden Caufeild type of person whenever i'm around them because i know that innocence in children is being corrupted so early by the media and the music they listen to. It makes me very sad :(. Not to mention i love working with kids because you get paid to act like a child and have fun. whats better than that? I'd say i have the greatest friends but as i grow i learn that true frinds are REALLY hard to come by. especially since recently i had broken up with a guy who i thought was my best friend but ended up stabbing me in the back of all the people to do that too? oh well i guess it cannot be helped.

I love fast food( i know gross but hey its so tasty) which is why if you are on a diet you should really stay away from me hahaha! A perfect hangout for me is eating and people watching. I love watching reality tv despite the frumps i get for watching them its soo appealing to me to see how idiotic the human race gets just to win money or a new husband or wife. I love clothes and just wearing them because i feel that it is a sense of expression of how i feel or who i am. yu'll most likely see me in anything gray brown white forrest green maroon or black. i daydream a lot and my social worker says i should record my daydreams along with my dreams as well. i also LOVE the fact that i live in the greatest city in the world with the best subways. Although us New Yorkers give our subways crap, we have to admit, we really have it good wher else can you find transportation from Montauk to penn station without having a car? hm? i can never imagine living anywhere else although i do believe that maybe i should try living somewhere else

well i guess thats it. most of these posts i put up will be mostly venting and stuffs but i hope i make some friends on this thing.

:)